dragonharh
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How to I say it with out sounding like its a I'm quitting post?
Well Guys I know most of you will ignore anything I say anyway so i don't really matter now dose it? No one really talks to my much and I'm feeling like Ive been pushed away and forgotten these days, I know its been said already so I wont even bother saying it.
I've been a member on the forums for meany years and say and done things that are not some liked there's been many misunderstandings and a ton of poor judgment form different parts that wore involved at the times past some lead into unwanted conflict that ended up giving me a bad rep and not very will reserved even to this day, I'm not says its this guys fault or that one over there picking his nose, I'm speaking open to no one at all. Among all that there's been some good come out of it I stated modeling and building maps that arnt haft ass bad if you parted the pun with everything that's been going on these days its gotten harder to keep up and My skills have there limits. I'm not sure how many like what all I made but its fine if no one says thank you or takes there time to try and understand what I just said. I been feeling down about being ignored and it maked me feeling unwanted not that I want everyone swarming me endlessly trying to get a word in. Its not just the fourms thats the main problem thats part of it I suffer form depression form time to time and that reases my stress lvl and furstion not a good combo tust me.
I'm going to step down form the forms for a wile and get away do things other then trainz and hassling the mods to ban me other it not that it matters its.. I'm putting Zelda in charge of RCW for a wile hes Co Owner and more then capable to handle things wile I'm gone if you knew hem as I do you agree with why I'm doing that. As for my Projects and what I'll be doing with Trainz off the forums I'm just going to keep that info quite I reader not say because even I don't know yet.
Well Gentlemen I rambled on enofe over this.
Zeldaboy14 is incharge as of this day entell farther notice he holds 85% athorty over RCW.
Anyway guys cheers
Well Guys I know most of you will ignore anything I say anyway so i don't really matter now dose it? No one really talks to my much and I'm feeling like Ive been pushed away and forgotten these days, I know its been said already so I wont even bother saying it.
I've been a member on the forums for meany years and say and done things that are not some liked there's been many misunderstandings and a ton of poor judgment form different parts that wore involved at the times past some lead into unwanted conflict that ended up giving me a bad rep and not very will reserved even to this day, I'm not says its this guys fault or that one over there picking his nose, I'm speaking open to no one at all. Among all that there's been some good come out of it I stated modeling and building maps that arnt haft ass bad if you parted the pun with everything that's been going on these days its gotten harder to keep up and My skills have there limits. I'm not sure how many like what all I made but its fine if no one says thank you or takes there time to try and understand what I just said. I been feeling down about being ignored and it maked me feeling unwanted not that I want everyone swarming me endlessly trying to get a word in. Its not just the fourms thats the main problem thats part of it I suffer form depression form time to time and that reases my stress lvl and furstion not a good combo tust me.
I'm going to step down form the forms for a wile and get away do things other then trainz and hassling the mods to ban me other it not that it matters its.. I'm putting Zelda in charge of RCW for a wile hes Co Owner and more then capable to handle things wile I'm gone if you knew hem as I do you agree with why I'm doing that. As for my Projects and what I'll be doing with Trainz off the forums I'm just going to keep that info quite I reader not say because even I don't know yet.
Well Gentlemen I rambled on enofe over this.
Zeldaboy14 is incharge as of this day entell farther notice he holds 85% athorty over RCW.
Anyway guys cheers