This is frustrating!! Everyone wants me to be more realistic in my routes. This is really making me mad!! i'm having fits and I'm trying hard to do better but no matter what changes I make it still looks far from that. I don't know what to do. It's irritating and now I'm stuck with junk and crap by the experts standards!! Someone just please.... I'm getting worn out. Never had gotten my energy depleted over trains or worked up. But I guess all of this finally getting to me. I need to just release!! I hate having to hold my tongue and not express my frustration because people will think I'm attacking them. I just need some time off but I've taken three days off of this to clear up and I'm still pouting over this. Don't know where to turn just being suffocated and desperate for a way out.