applegathc,
Most of us have all made the same type of threads/post in the past that we wish we could retract, some times we can, sometimes not so easy.
Remember as you continue, once it is placed on the Forum it is totally open to some very serious scrutiny!
I accept your apology, and don't believe it was that stupid, your continual replies however, in my opinion, would have been better left unsaid ?
Just my thoughts, I would not let it be a bother to you ---DLR