The .cdps for both routes had been saved, the newest route was saved two days ago so work I had done before the nuke was gone. Burnout is different than no longer having inspiration or real motivation. As John pointed out, he's gone a few weeks without getting back into the game. That's more burnout or in that realm that he experienced, but notice he comes back to the build.
I've not used Blender in many many years (2014 based on the files I have), and I just did it back then since it was a new thing. Like Trainz, Blender lost it's novelty on mw too. It was fun for a time, but model making is just not my creative outlet.
When I've mentioned my hours in Trainz, the amount I accumulated was in 9 months of near nonstop playing (sometimes going a day and a half of not sleeping on a few occasions, and sometimes getting maybe 2 hours of any sleep. All to go back and do it again) it became a sick obsession of mine. I've been in poor health for several years (suffered a heart attack and congestive heart failure that nearly killed me). So when I played nonstop, I'm not joking how brutal that can be to battle gaming addictions (and I already have an addictive personality). When your body swells up from sitting for multiple hours, dude that's really bad.
So when I said I am not inspired there are more factors for me at play. It's funny when games warn people of flashing lights may trigger epileptic seizures, not once do they mention how addictive their product can be for others.
Burnout isn't what I am dealing with it is severe, and unhealthy addiction. For others it's just a benign game.
Guess I'm just a new kind of special stupid.