I actually broke down and cried today, from this 6 month quarantine of mine in a bunker, what is the use in Trainz if my life will end in 15 days from now ?
I figured that if in 15 days from now, my life would end, from my GF who irresponsibly brought this Covid home to me, from an, across PA/DE/NJ State lines shopping/restaurant/ 7 day pool party, spending spree.
I totally give up if, other people are going to irresponsibly bring this Covid 19 home to me.
All my hard work is in vain !
Why don't people think that this pandemic is real, and the pandemic will kill them, and they will intern kill me ?
I don't want Covid, and they are bringing it home to me:mop::'
mop:I am deathly afraid to die !
When they find me cold and dead from Covid, they will find a freezer, 6 month stockpiled full of deep freeze frozen food, and 400 days worth of canned foods.