Stepping Down

dragonharh

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How to I say it with out sounding like its a I'm quitting post?

Well Guys I know most of you will ignore anything I say anyway so i don't really matter now dose it? No one really talks to my much and I'm feeling like Ive been pushed away and forgotten these days, I know its been said already so I wont even bother saying it.

I've been a member on the forums for meany years and say and done things that are not some liked there's been many misunderstandings and a ton of poor judgment form different parts that wore involved at the times past some lead into unwanted conflict that ended up giving me a bad rep and not very will reserved even to this day, I'm not says its this guys fault or that one over there picking his nose, I'm speaking open to no one at all. Among all that there's been some good come out of it I stated modeling and building maps that arnt haft ass bad if you parted the pun with everything that's been going on these days its gotten harder to keep up and My skills have there limits. I'm not sure how many like what all I made but its fine if no one says thank you or takes there time to try and understand what I just said. I been feeling down about being ignored and it maked me feeling unwanted not that I want everyone swarming me endlessly trying to get a word in. Its not just the fourms thats the main problem thats part of it I suffer form depression form time to time and that reases my stress lvl and furstion not a good combo tust me.

I'm going to step down form the forms for a wile and get away do things other then trainz and hassling the mods to ban me other it not that it matters its.. I'm putting Zelda in charge of RCW for a wile hes Co Owner and more then capable to handle things wile I'm gone if you knew hem as I do you agree with why I'm doing that. As for my Projects and what I'll be doing with Trainz off the forums I'm just going to keep that info quite I reader not say because even I don't know yet.

Well Gentlemen I rambled on enofe over this.
Zeldaboy14 is incharge as of this day entell farther notice he holds 85% athorty over RCW.
Anyway guys cheers
 
Pushed away? Mate, stop being so insensitive. The forums are not really a place for socialising. If you ask a question and someone knows the answer they'll usually tell you.

I know people think because people talk on the forums it's a social place but it really isn't that sociable. Very little small talk and chit chat exist here. Anyway, cya
 
Hi,

Enjoy the break time, it can be good for the mind to step down sometimes, at least that is my experience. :)

I would imagine - but is not sure though - that outside it your area of Canada the nature is starting to feel the Spring coming with green replacing dark, gray, mind killing depression winter colors like we now experience here in Norway.
Birds singing, ground drying up a little and making walks and spending time outdoor or just feeling the light flooding into the windows as a strong injections of good feel and joy.

At least this is how I have it in Norway now a days, and it makes focusing on Trainz not that easy, already hard due to many reasons, but with the nature coming to live in a different way then in the winter, but it effects my brain at least big time and while working with Trainz is a way for me to deal with things and to be creative and make my own world, it is also a drain on my brain sometimes.

What ever you fill the time with, as long as it brings as most good feel as possible, that is a good thing in my eyes. :) So, enjoy the break, and hopefully stress and depression reduces for you, living with both my self I have understanding for all ways one tries to find calm and good feelings in our lives. :)

Best wishes from a cold but sunny morning in Norway!

Linda
 
Enjoy your time away. Come back when the mood strikes. Most of us will probably still be here, and I'll probably be as ornery as ever.

ns
 
I put alot of thot into this and i'm desideing on quitting content creating all together. theres other things i'm wanting to do that normally would be spent making stuff so as of this point i'm abandoning projects for the grater good.
 
Take care dragonharh.

Of more personal nature, I was unable to reply as I got an error saying "can not send", but, I found it in the Forum choices. and to me it was cute and small, not a mining type of engine like I looked for, but the closest I found.

Let me know if you need more info, and sorry if I offend in any way, like typing here. Email can be found at my website if needed.

Best Regards from me in Norway

Linda
 
Nelson,

See you again soon. :)

This seems to be his annual quit.

After what I've been going through lately, I too was ready to rip this off my hard drive too! But... I start thinking of all the hard work I put into my routes and I back off, again and again.

John
 
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